yet another failed attempt at asking someone out. i am too young for them. they’re 26 and im 22, 23 in a month though lmao.

it’s their choice, i respect it, but when will things change for me? when will someone look at me and tell me im the one they’ve been looking for.

it’s been like 4 years of searching for someone who actually checked all my boxes, and she was it. i really wanted this to work, im geniuenly upset.

back to searching i guess. it would be corny to say im giving up hope, but man… o7