no matter what i seem to do, i don’t ever feel satisfied in my life. even when things go right for me, i’ll have a depressive episode and it always results in something self destructive.

i always seem to find myself ending up in weird social situations where it’s making it a bit difficult to make friends with others. i’ll keep trying though. i’m just such an akward wreck dude it’s annoying as fuck, i never expected to end up this way.

blah blah blah, miss my ex, nobody want me fr, etc etc. i’m not gonna rant about all that but it’s still going on so just wanted to keep y’all updated.

nothing really interesting happening, thankfully nothing life changing that made me want to rant on here about wanting to kill myself. you know it’s a cannon event when you see some long ass post, this one doesn’t count tho because im just ranting.